Changes

So i heard an interesting quote last night that has stuck with me all throughout the day...i can't get it out of my head and i just have to talk about it...

"what you feel only matters to YOU, what you DO to the people you love is what matters"


wow...powerful, i know
what a great way to think
not to think of yourself...but others....sometimes a difficult concept.

I need to start living this.... :(
I'm going to start living this...

better than ever...

so things are looking up
the nights are still hard...no doubt
the dreams...and i don't mean "aspirations"
they are stil hard, every night
but life... its getting better...
and that its good...
I still miss you though...
every day...
and i always will