92....

its been 3 months today
since the last time i saw you
i could never explain
how much i adored you
i never thought i would make it
this far
i almost didn't make it
this far
i don't really know if im making it
this far
how far is this far

this has destroyed me
yet built me up at the same time
i guess i'm in a better place
but i'm still lonely, still hoping, still longing

i know why i had to suffer
i know why i had to die...
at least in side
in my mind, but why

for today...enough...